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♥ Monday, November 17, 2008 ♥

Inner Voice!!

Dis enties will end a feelings tt i haf been keeping for 5yrs.. coz i haf drop so mani tears for him le..

A few wks ago u said something tt made mi veri confused and puzzled.. i haf no link wat u toking abt.. bt den my heart was feeling so happi for no reason.. din rlly care so much abt tt.. Bt den dis few days u came telling mi things again.. saying tt u noe my feelings and saying things make mi cry and happi again.. coz i nv expect for anything in return.. bt juz hope tt u are happi and i will be happi.. so wen u told mi to gif it a try, i cld nt gif u an ans.. bt den deep in my heart i noe tt ur heart is still wif her.. and dere's 1 ting tt make mi tink alot, coz i dun wanna to lose a friend like u.. so if i ever cross dis boundary of friendship, everyting will be diff and it will nv be de same again.. so i haf nv dream of mi and u being 2gether instead juz wanna to be some1 tt wen u haf trouble nd a listening ear tts wad i onli wish for.. coz i noe i nt worthly at all.. so for de past few yrs all de tings i haf done for u i haf nt regretted be4.. be it as friend or wat, i still tink is worth it.. bt den i tink i rlly nd to stop doing all dis ting le.. coz i dun wish to bring u anymore problems or trouble le.. all de feelings tt i haf for u shall end.. coz i dun wanna to drop another tear le.. each time i cry, i will look like 1 idoit.. i noe it is hard bt dis feelings haf to control and set to an end le.. so u dun haf to worry abt mi coz dis is nt de 1st time i tot of giving up le.. many yrs back it happen be4.. after a few wks everyting will be back to normal.. =)

As for u, HOPE U WILL LOVE URSELF MORE!! dun keep tinking rubbish stuff le.. we still BEST BUDDY ever.. gt any probs still can gif mi a cal and u dun haf to worry i am juz a call away.. 24HRS stand by de.. haha.. u shld noe.. even if i am aslp i still will pick ur cal de.. coz we are BEST BUDDY wat.. u also dun ever tink of dying horx.. coz if u die so early, den u earn le loh.. coz u hurt and make so mani pple cry over u so much.. so u better stay alive and mend all ur mistake.. UNDERSTAND ANOT?? if nt u die le(CHOY), dun expect mi to visit u + eat ur curry chicken + gif u white money horx.. haha.. =X

Dis song is tt nite u played for mi to hear and it make my heart beat veri fast.. coz de lyrics is veri meaningful and make mi cry tt nite.. bet u dun noe dis.. haha.. coz it somehw reflects my feelings for tt nite and it also reflects de situation at tt time..

Fall for You - Secondhand Serenade



~Lyrics~

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find...


Memories of Ang3l