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♥ Wednesday, November 26, 2008 ♥

Sick!!

Dearest friend!! u muz be worried abt mi ba.. coz i went MIA!! hehe.. yup.. rlly went MIA, coz i sick lah.. haiz.. coz of de BIG BLOW i gt.. Bt Dun worry I'm FINE le..

All De Illness: Fever(1 day), Lao Sai(1wk), Cough(1Wk) & Running Nose(3days)..

so i haf been resting at home which is slping whole day.. hehe.. =X

I watch a show on Channel 8(9pm).. make mi gt alot of Q man bt dun hu to ask.. haha.. =X
Q1)Do Aids pple rlly live a normal life??
Q2)Wen u sharing a meal wif a Aids person, den de Aids person teeth happen to bleed and u haf contact it hw siah??
Q3)Den if u slping wif ur Aids Partner(ur Wife/Hubby) den she/he at nite cut u hw??
still gt mani Q lah.. bt den too mani cant type here, coz dere will be no ending.. haha.. =)

Wen is de Final Episode, dey haf some Phase tt is so meaningful & make mi understand more abt LOVE and also make mi forgive my Exx for wat he haf done to mi and also help mi set my mind..

Love is Forgiveness & Graceious!!
Love is Selfless Giving!!
Love can Over Come Every Obstacles!!

Dis show make mi CRY serveal times.. coz is veri touching.. den make mi wan to find my Mr Prince Charming.. hehe.. so Guys u tink u can gif mi Happiness and be Faithful to mi, Cum and Register urself.. hehe.. coz Marval is Ready to Begin her Love Chapter.. hehe.. =X

Saw Dis on Norbel's Blog, so i copy it and try my name on it..

M: Handsome/Beautiful
A: Best Gf/Bf any one could have
R: You love to kiss
V :Your not judgmental
A: Best Gf/Bf any one could have
L: AWESOME KISSER

PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind, Smart, Center of attention, High appeal, Has the last word, Good to find, Hard to keep, Fun to be around, Extremely weird but in a good way, Good Sense of Humor, Thoughtful, Always lets what he or she wants, Loves to joke, Very popular, Silly, Fun & Sweet.

March Babies
Attractive personality, Sexy, Affectionate Shy and Reserved, Secretive, Naturally honest, Generous and Sympathetic, Loves Peace and Serenity, Sensitive to others, Great kisser, Easily angered, Trustworthy, Appreciative and Returns Kindness, Hardly shows emotions, Tends to bottle up feelings, Observant and Assesses others.

Overall says I'm a veri GOOD KISSER lah & i see my Zodiac Sign and Mouthly Baby!! OMG!! so Hu wanna to Kiss?? hehe.. Muz Q up and see if u R Qualified to haf my KISS!! MuackzZ.. =X

A: Best Gf/Bf any one could have
B: You love a certain someone
C: People cant help but check u out
D: You are really lovable
E: You Are Great Kisser
F: Easy to fall in love with
G: You never let people tell you what to do
H: You have a very good personality and good looks
I: People love you
J: People Adore you
K: You're wild and crazy
L: AWESOME KISSER
M: Handsome/Beautiful
N: Easy to fall in love with
O: Best kisser ever
P: You are popular with all types of people
Q: You are a hypocrite
R: You love to kiss
S: You are Freaking CRAZY
T: You are loyal to the ones you love
U: You really like to chill
V :your not judgmental
W: You are popular
X: You never let people tell you
Y: Sexiest person alive
Z: Never good enough.

I was so bored at home so i went to hop some blog.. mostly is view their Pics(see hw pple dress and do their make up Learnt it frm dere..) and Hear wat song is nice den go d/l.. hehe.. =) Den i happen to Hear dis song.. Is nice..

Song: Why Can't I - Liz Phair

Lyrics
Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be

Holding hands with you, and we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
And I've got someone waiting too

But this just the beginning
We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Isn't this the best part of breakin' up
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too

It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful

Here we go, we're at the beginning
We haven't fucked yet, but my head’s spinning

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

High enough for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'
High enough for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'
Out of this that we can't control
Baby I am dyin'

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Memories of Ang3l

♥ Monday, November 17, 2008 ♥

Inner Voice!!

Dis enties will end a feelings tt i haf been keeping for 5yrs.. coz i haf drop so mani tears for him le..

A few wks ago u said something tt made mi veri confused and puzzled.. i haf no link wat u toking abt.. bt den my heart was feeling so happi for no reason.. din rlly care so much abt tt.. Bt den dis few days u came telling mi things again.. saying tt u noe my feelings and saying things make mi cry and happi again.. coz i nv expect for anything in return.. bt juz hope tt u are happi and i will be happi.. so wen u told mi to gif it a try, i cld nt gif u an ans.. bt den deep in my heart i noe tt ur heart is still wif her.. and dere's 1 ting tt make mi tink alot, coz i dun wanna to lose a friend like u.. so if i ever cross dis boundary of friendship, everyting will be diff and it will nv be de same again.. so i haf nv dream of mi and u being 2gether instead juz wanna to be some1 tt wen u haf trouble nd a listening ear tts wad i onli wish for.. coz i noe i nt worthly at all.. so for de past few yrs all de tings i haf done for u i haf nt regretted be4.. be it as friend or wat, i still tink is worth it.. bt den i tink i rlly nd to stop doing all dis ting le.. coz i dun wish to bring u anymore problems or trouble le.. all de feelings tt i haf for u shall end.. coz i dun wanna to drop another tear le.. each time i cry, i will look like 1 idoit.. i noe it is hard bt dis feelings haf to control and set to an end le.. so u dun haf to worry abt mi coz dis is nt de 1st time i tot of giving up le.. many yrs back it happen be4.. after a few wks everyting will be back to normal.. =)

As for u, HOPE U WILL LOVE URSELF MORE!! dun keep tinking rubbish stuff le.. we still BEST BUDDY ever.. gt any probs still can gif mi a cal and u dun haf to worry i am juz a call away.. 24HRS stand by de.. haha.. u shld noe.. even if i am aslp i still will pick ur cal de.. coz we are BEST BUDDY wat.. u also dun ever tink of dying horx.. coz if u die so early, den u earn le loh.. coz u hurt and make so mani pple cry over u so much.. so u better stay alive and mend all ur mistake.. UNDERSTAND ANOT?? if nt u die le(CHOY), dun expect mi to visit u + eat ur curry chicken + gif u white money horx.. haha.. =X

Dis song is tt nite u played for mi to hear and it make my heart beat veri fast.. coz de lyrics is veri meaningful and make mi cry tt nite.. bet u dun noe dis.. haha.. coz it somehw reflects my feelings for tt nite and it also reflects de situation at tt time..

Fall for You - Secondhand Serenade

~Lyrics~

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find...

Memories of Ang3l

♥ Saturday, November 08, 2008 ♥

Clubbing!!

Went clubbing wif Darling Serene + her BF on sat.. haiz.. was veri sianz lah.. coz so mani Ah Beng & Ah Lian's and also Malaysian pple.. dann sux lah.. bt den i all de while dun like power house de.. as de music nt rlly tt nice also.. =X

!!Pics!!

~Pics of Mi~
Mi!!

I love my Eyelashes lah!!

Mi!!

~Pics of Rene + Mi~
Photobucket

~Fav Pic of de Day~
Mi!!

Dun i look Sweet?? wanna to kizZ and huggzZ mi rite?? hehe.. =X Den MELT my ICEY Heart!!

* Marval's Schdule *

5 Nov - Kin Leong's 21st B'day!! (Celebrating on 15)
~~8 Nov - Clubbing wif Serene & her BF!!~~
10 Nov - Sherlly's 21st B'day!!
12 Nov - Eric's 21st B'day!!
12 Nov - Ladies Nite wif WLNY!!
(10-16 Nov is my 1wk break frm Sch & Work)
22 Nov - Eugene's 21st B'day!!
24 Nov - Zhi Xiang's 21st B'day!!
25 Nov - Victoria's 21st B'day!!
Dis mth so many pple 251st Bday!! BROKE LE LAH!!

Memories of Ang3l

♥ Friday, November 07, 2008 ♥

Shopping Stuff + Cut my Hair!!

Dere's nthing much to say.. Onli gt pics to show.. hehe.. coz is all my SHOPPING STUFF and recently went to cut my hair.. Dere also some Clothes tt Sexy Weilis brought for mi wen she was in Bangkok!! hehe.. =)

!!Pics!!

~Pics of my Hair~
MI!!

Can u Spot de Diff??

~Pics of Clothes~
Top!!

~Pics of Shopping Stuff~
Eye Lash 1!!

~Pics Of My Charles & Keith Shoe~
Shoe 1!!

Dis is my veri 1st Charles & Keith shoe!! =)

* Marval's Schdule *

5 Nov - Kin Leong's 21st B'day!! (Celebrating on 15)
8 Nov - Clubbing wif Serene & her BF!!
10 Nov - Sherlly's 21st B'day!! 12 Nov - Eric's 21st B'day!!
12 Nov - Ladies Nite wif WLNY!!
(10-16 Nov is my 1wk break frm Sch & Work)
22 Nov - Eugene's 21st B'day!!
24 Nov - Zhi Xiang's 21st B'day!!
25 Nov - Victoria's 21st B'day!!

Dis mth so many pple 21st Bday!! BROKE LE LAH!!

Memories of Ang3l

♥ Monday, November 03, 2008 ♥

Stress!! + Am I a Boring Person?? + Halloween!! + Gif UP!!

Stress!!
Y am i stress?? coz i haf to decide on my Graduation Dissertation.. tts is why i'm so STRESS.. coz i dun noe wat module to choose and wat title to tok abt.. haiz.. bt lucky gt my aunty and cousin ard.. so i can loosen some burden.. coz my private sch friends haf stop studying and went back to indo.. dere's no1 for mi to seek some advice anymore.. sometimes, i go sch i dann lonely.. coz dere's no1 i noe plus all de china pple will stare at mi.. dun noe wat dey tinking in their mind.. haiz.. sometimes i gt de urge to quit sch man.. hehe.. bt den i cant coz my aunty, cousin, mother, 2 brothers will be veri disappointed in mi.. so MARVAL JIA YOU!! Fight for another few mths til u GRAD on April or June and you will be RECEIVING a DEGREE CERT!! hehe.. =)

Am i Boring Person??
Muz be wondering i ask dis Q.. coz dere's some told mi tt i'm a BORING PERSON.. dis gif mi lots of tots man.. coz de person say i boring coz i dun take inisiative to msg or chat wif pple.. seriously, i dun do tt at all.. unless i'm too bored man.. coz most of my time i online is watching online drama nt chatting wif pple.. if u noe mi well lah.. abt msging pple.. coz i dun wan to be a thick skin person, nthing better to do msg pple + my monthly msg onli 500 loh.. i muz last for 30days leh.. hw can i anyhw msg pple.. haiz.. take example: if u msg a person for something it will take at least 10sms.. den 10 X 30 = 300 msg.. den left over 200 msg juz in case i excced 10 msg a day and it comes in use.. hehe.. u muz be shocked tt i wil be counting all dis man.. =) okie back to topic.. tt person is nt de 1st person say tt i'm a boring person.. is some1 tts is close to mi.. he say those words rlly hurt mi alot.. dis few days, mani tings happen.. make mi veri MOODY man.. coz tt guy rlly hurt mi so deep.. haiz..

Halloween!!
After sch went home and slp le.. til Darling serene msg mi ask mi am i rlly nt going clubbing wif dem.. den i told her i nt going.. coz i dun haf any costume to dress den I'm de onli 1 nt dressing up plus haf to pay cover charge huh.. haha.. bt den later in de nite Jem and Mel kor ask mi go.. den no choice bt to go lor.. lucky "Im nt de onli 1 tt did nt dress up.. coz Jem kor din dress up also.." hehe.. so I'm nt de lonely person.. hehe.. we reach Clark Quay was 11.30pm and we are so early, Jem kor suggest to go haf Sheesha and haf some drinks 1st before Mel kor reach.. bt as usual huh, Mel kor is late.. waited for him like 3hrs.. haiz.. we get in Arena was 2.30am.. haha.. den alfred came Arena to enjoy also.. bt din club wif him coz was too busy taking pics.. hehe.. din rlly dance on de dance floor, as dere is so mani pple so i din wan to join in de crazy crowded i keep taking pics.. hehe.. after clubbing, Mel gif mi a Volka bottle.. hehe..

Give Up!!
Y muz i gif up?? coz everyhing is so useless.. nting is IMPORTANT le.. so i din wan to haf anymore hopes.. everything has gone to de drain.. y muz u like tt hurt mi?? u din LOVE mi at all lor.. still say u love mi frm de bottle of ur heart.. haiz.. bt u nv rembers our anniversary and nv upload OUR pics at all.. bt den he went to do all tt wif ur current gf and came and view mi.. wat doess dis mean man?? haiz.. if u rlly wan to hurt mi like tt, y nt bring ur gf cum and show mi infront of mi!! also no diff at all rite?? dis make mi rlly Gif Up all my hopes le.. haiz..

!!Pics of Halloween Nite!!

~Mi~
Full Pic!!

~Sheesha~
Jem Kor!!

~Video~

Stop my music be4 u click play!!

~Inside Arena~
Hat!!

Found dis Witch Hat on de VIP Seat!!

~Stranger Pics~
HELP MI!!

I onli found dis 3 pple wif de BEST OUTFIT!!

~Grp Pic~

All are Dead Chef!!

~Individual Pic~
Jem + Mi!!

~Crazy Pic~
Lastest Condom!!

Jem Kor is so Joker lah.. he can use de Witch Hat to do LAME STUFF!!

wat a cheecky smile!!

~Other Pple Pics~
Elephant + Ally!!

~Eugene~
Slping Eugene!!

He was super Drunk loh.. dun noe wat he is doing also.. haha.. =)

Bottle!!

Dis is the BOTTLE tt i bring HOME!! =)

~Toilet Pic~
Mi!!

!! Marval's Schdule!!

~~11 Oct - Anthony's(Elephant) 27th B'day!! (Clubbing At Arena!!)~~
~~12 Oct - Zhi Wen's 21st B'day!! (Dinner!!)~~
~~16 Oct - Weilis's 21st B'day!! (Chalet At East Coast)~~
~~17 Oct - Collecting my IC!! (Lavender)~~
~~17 Oct - Melvyn Lee's 22nd B'day (Clubbing At Arena!!)~~
~~17 Oct - Weilis's Counting Down B'day!! (Clubbing At DBL O)~~
~~18 Oct - Kals's 21st B'day!! (Clubbing At Butterfactory!!)~~
~~24 Oct - Gabriel Koh's 21st B'day!! (Clubbing [Still Tinking] Din Go]~~
~~26 Oct - Wei Cong & Francis's 21st B'day!! [(Going Pub To Drink)Din Go]~~
~~27 Oct - Harold Oh's 21st B'day!! (Chalet At Sentosa)~~
~~31 Oct - Yi Zhuang(21) & Chee Yong's(23) B'day!! (Nt Celebrating)~~
~~31 Oct - Clubbing at DBL O wif 4T1 Gers [(Rythia + Lorraine + Weilis + Mi) Cancel]~~

Memories of Ang3l