♥ Monday, October 06, 2008 ♥
Love Problem!!
Dis few weeks i been receiving calls frm 2 particular pple.. dey both also haf love problem and tts 1st and 2nd time i heard dem cry on de fone while toking to mi.. i can sense tt dey both are seriously suffering frm r/s problem.. sometimes i heard their cries, my heart will feel pain and saddness for dem.. coz it reminds mi of de past..
To My BEST BUDDY: As ur Admirer(Past) & Best Buddy(Now), my heart feel pain and saddness.. as i haf love you for so mani yrs and even willing to Congrats u wif all de new r/s u been.. bt den all dis while u been hurting urself and those gers u get in Clubs or Net.. sometimes I wonder y muz u do dis to urself and in de end u realised ur heart is nt wif those gers instead wif XY.. I din mean u cant stop loving XY bt den i wan u to be a happi person.. love a person does nt mean u muz owen her.. u can still love & care for her as friends.. juz like wat i'm doing for u for de past few yrs.. everything secretly done for you.. care and love you and seeing u frm a distance.. as long as u are happi, i will also feel happi.. sometimes my close buddy said to mi: "Marval, y u so stupid dun wan to confess to him, since u been loving him for so mani yrs and care for him more den his gf.." to mi, i juz wan to be friends wif him, at least wen he gt trouble his mind 1st person to turn to maybe is mi and there's a saying "Friends Last Longer den R/S!" so tts is a reason y i nv wan to confess to him.. i dun wan to lose him as a friend.. I juz wan to tell him, Love urself more den everything, coz world wont stop even if u kill urself.. the world will still turn, de clock will still tick like nthing happen be4.. Hope u will try to love urself more den anything, coz dere's still mani pple tt care and concern abt u de.. as dey din say out or face to face to u, bt sometimes dey will ask mi abt u.. I dun wish everytime u cal mi and tell mi ur problems den u cry and after u hang up i feel heart pain den cry for u.. u confirm dun noe becoz of u, i haf drop so mani tears man.. haiz.. SO PLEASE LOVE URSELF MORE OKIE??
To My Best Buddy EX: Stop hurting so mani Party.. if u still love my buddy, den patch wif him.. y muz u hurt so mani pple? dun u feel bad for doing all dis?? my buddy becoz of u gif up so mani GOOD gers(nt refering myself) tt treat him so GOOD(100x better den u treat him).. once he get into a new R/S, u cum and look for him, care and love him den he got hopes on u, den he broke up wif de ger and went back to u.. bt wat haf u done to him wen he go back to u?? continue to hurt him!! u tink is tt fair for him?? seriously i dun noe wat happen between u both, i also dun wish to noe.. bt den de way u like tt treat him is nt de rite way.. if nw u nt ready to commit in a R/S den dun gif my Buddy any hope.. make him GIF UP on u.. u dun noe hw he is suffering nw.. he beocz of u din eat and slp well for de past few yrs.. nw he even more thinner den de day he was wif u.. All of his friends starting dun even agree tt u both shld be 2gether bt den we wan him to be happi so we encourage him to go for it.. bt den wat has happen?? he nw like a ZOMBIE his soul is gone wif no goals in life onli a body wif a empty shell.. haiz.. u dun noe tt mani of his friends see him like tt feel heart pain.. Hope u will gif a thought and will try to mend ur mistake and Love urself more dun let those guys to hurt u le.. coz my BUDDY will be veri sad if those guys treat u like tt..
To My Dearest Bastard: I look u up as my example.. watever u tell mi i listen.. wat human theory, such as Hell Story.. Set a Goal in Life all tt.. Dun be distracted by my ex stuff and everything.. bt den u din do wat u told mi.. WAH KAOZ!! was abit disappointed in u.. bt den u also humans lah.. so DUN TINK SO MUCH!! LOVE URSELF MORE!! sick still go DRINKING!! somemore 4days in a ROW!! so much money to spent on drinking dun noe hw to spent on mi huh!! WAH KAOZ!! waste so much money to go see doc 4 wat.. haiz..
QOUTE for 2day: LOVE URSELF MORE.. even u love other pple, dun FORGET to LOVE URSELF.. =) Lastly I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!! MuackzZZ!!
Memories of Ang3l
