♥ Friday, October 24, 2008 ♥
Busy Schdule!!
U all muz be wondering y i so long din blog le.. coz i been busy wif my new part time job and school.. everyday haf to wake up veri early siah.. u noe wat time is de early anot?? is 6AM!! tts super early man.. dis few days i slp dann early man.. 11pm i sure on my bed slping like a PIG le and pple msg or cal mi i also cannot hear.. nt bad rite..
1 reason is i set my fone in slient mode la.. coz i go to work muz set it slient mah.. so i lazy to set it back.. so pple if u cal or msg mi, i reply veri late all i can say SORRY!! haha.. coz i cant hear my fone.. Dearest friend, in de day plz dun cal mi, coz i cant pick ur fone at all.. so if u gt anything to tell mi, plz msg mi.. bt i will try my best to reply ASAP huh..
Coz i working as Fone Operator.. so i gt no time to pick my own cal bt got alot of time to pick my company cals.. coz i being paid for huh.. haha.. so pple dun miss mi so much okie.. coz i will hardly be online anymore.. hehe..
To my Dearest Bastard: Recently, i been tinking alot.. sometings i rlly dun wan to bother i going to wash my hands off le.. coz i been repeating myself so mani times til i gt abit PISSED OFF wif de tings i say le.. so if u still wan to carry on wif ur life like tt den juz be it.. coz i been saying so mani times le.. i noe is hard bt life haf to go on man.. u tink drinking everyday can helps u forget everything, den i can onli say YAR!! it can helps u forget all ur misery and trouble bt is juz onli temp.. once u awake frm ur dreams and everything, de trouble is still dere waiting for u to solve.. DRINKING dun helps in everything.. so dun come telling mi u are sick wat so ever.. coz u deserve it.. if 1day, u haf found out u gt so mani illness becoz of drinking, dun cum crying in front of mi.. COZ U DESERVE IT!! tts wat i going to tell u for de LAST TIME!! haiz.. Yar, i noe hw u feel bt since u love tt ger alot, y dun u wish her happiness huh?? juz like mi REN lah.. i experience more worst den u okie.. i see de guy i love, love and care de GF in front of mi.. dey kiss and hold hands in front of mi.. see de guy cry in de fone in front of mi.. hu is suffering more den u?? u tell mi?? i also din go do anything juz keep in my heart and REN for so mani yrs le.. since u chose to love her den u muz noe how to handle it.. nt making ur close friends to worry abt u and saying tt we dun understand u at all.. some tings u cant judge by is cover de.. since u noe de truth, den u muz accept it.. by running away is a man way mah?? haiz.. i nt going to say animore le.. U TINK ABT IT!!
Seriously.. I been tinking.. Y am i so good to all my FRIENDS!! coz in de end, wen i needed friends, dey was nt dere ofr mi.. all is BULLSHIT man.. Say wat: "I will always be dere wen u nd some1.." bt wen i nd u all where are u all.. Dun cum FUCKING gif mi bullshit man.. u all are juz saying w/o doing de actions.. wen u nd some1, i was dere for u.. 24hrs stand-by for u all.. den wen i needed u all, where de FUCK are u all?? DANN IT!! dun cum saying all de good tings to mi.. i may be SOFT HEARTED bt wen i angry, i can be VERY MEAN!!
!! Marval's Schdule!!
11 Oct - Anthony's(Elephant) 27th B'day!! (Clubbing At Arena!!)
12 Oct - Zhi Wen's 21st B'day!! (Dinner!!)
16 Oct - Weilis's 21st B'day!! (Chalet At East Coast)
17 Oct - Collecting my IC!! (Lavender)
17 Oct - Melvyn Lee's 22nd B'day (Clubbing At Arena!!)
17 Oct - Weilis's Counting Down B'day!! (Clubbing At DBL O)
18 Oct - Kals's 21st B'day!! (Clubbing At Butterfactory!!)
24 Oct - Gabriel Koh's 21st B'day!! (Clubbing [Still Tinking] Din Go]
26 Oct - Wei Cong & Francis's 21st B'day!! (Going Pub to Drink)
27 Oct - Harold Oh's 21st B'day!! (Chalet At Sentosa)
31 Oct - Yi Zhuang(21) & Chee Yong's(23) B'day!! (Nt Celebrating)
31 Oct - Clubbing at DBL O wif 4T1 Gers (Rythia + Lorraine + Weilis + Mi)
Memories of Ang3l
