♥ Tuesday, June 17, 2008 ♥
Unlucky Day!!
Woke up at 6.30am, coz 2day is morning class.. was abit sianz la.. hehe.. reach sch at 9am scan my card, it shows no class so went to ISS to ask for my class.. den GUESS WAT de lady say.. she say tt 2day CLASS IS CANCELLED!! i was so angry lor.. haiz.. bt den used to it le.. so mani times liao so went back home lor.. haiz..
den at 1pm went to haf my nap.. hehe.. woke up at 4.30pm saw Eugene Kor msg mi.. say something bad.. haiz.. was abit shocked den later faster call every 1 and gather.. muz also understand la.. clement dun wan so mani pple to noe.. bt u haf to tell ur BEST BUDDY WAT!! AIYO!!
Dis Stupid Eugene Kor veri slow lor.. he went to play CS lor.. BASKET!! den keep scolding him and rushing him, in de end we meet at 6.30pm.. den later pei him to PP to pierce his tougue.. luckily de person say onli de 1 person can go in.. which is de person tt do de piercing so i dun haf to go in and see him pierce.. i was abit ERRR!! haha.. scared la.. hehe..
Den later rush to Redhill to meet Xue Zhen and Gwen.. den later pei Clement til 11.15pm den went home.. can see clement is veri sad, coz he gt tears in his eyes.. tt is de 1st time i see him like tt.. mostly if he is sad or wat, is through fone de nt face to face.. haiz.. bt no matter wat, we as ur BEST BUDDY will be dere wenever u wan.. hehe.. CORRECT?? hehe.. so CLEMENT TAKE CARE.. Learn to Cherish pple more k?? =)
Reach home 12.30am and went online awhile, was happi coz he is online.. bt den i still dun dere to double click on him and chat wif him.. somehow i feel scared.. haiz.. "Wonder how is he doing dere?", "Is he safe?" as now china is quite dangerous, "Is he eating well?" all dis Q poping in my mind and wan to ask him, bt den i juz dun dare so i juz went offline le.. haiz..
Sometimes, i wanted to hate him bt den i cant hate him, wanted to forget him bt den i cant foget him, wanted to stop loving him bt den my love for him is still growing, wanted to stop missing him bt den his images of him keep flashing in my mind.. haiz.. i feel so USELESS..
In front of every1 i try to be my normal self like de old MARVAL.. coz i dun wan dem to worry abt mi so much.. bt den de old MARVAl is nv de same le.. she haf been veri quiet and bottle all her feelings up le.. nv wan to show out to pple animore.. even dere's guys passing by mi, i din even bother to look or care abt dem.. i'm juz locking myself in my own world le.. coz i realised tt dis world is too scary for mi, dun wish to realsed myself out..
haha.. dun Noe wat am i typing also.. juz how i feel ba.. hehe.. anyway this is my blog, so i can write watever i wan also.. hehe.. =X Love dis Song so much and also 1 of his fav song.. to mi is rlly veri meaningful bt den y he nv gif a 2nd chance?? haiz.. L.O.V.E dis word, i nv wanna to touch it again..
Memories of Ang3l
