♥ Monday, March 24, 2008 ♥
Conclusion!!
Woke up at 1pm 2day.. was super tired.. haha.. bt den poor Dear Dear haf to wake up at 8.30am to go to work.. while i can still hide in my bed til 1.30pm.. hehe.. DEAR DEAR Jia You!! Coz u nd to support mi!! hehe.. =X den msg my dear Dear see he got drink water and smoke less anot.. coz he like kana infected by my cough.. hehe.. SORRY DEAR DEAR!! =( hehe..
Den went to start writing my Exam notes.. so tt day of my exam dun haf to rush to write notes den no time to study le.. haha.. bt den was abit sianz, so blog de recent stuff tt happen to mi.. becoz of dis incident, i tink i can no longer trust any of my friends le..
Frm dis incident, i learnt tt i cannot trust pple so easily, so dumb to treat every1 good while dey dun care abt a shit of ur feeling at all.. coz dey dun even bother to care ur feelings at all.. dey onli care abt themselves, dey happi can le.. den u sad or hurt dey juz brush u off.. so wat if u haf been friends for so mani yrs, pple tend to change and tt is reailty and is time for mi to wake up frm all my FANTASY..
"FRIENDS" & "FRIENDS FOREVER" dis 2 words has becum MEANINGLESS and BULLSHIT to mi.. in dis world dere is no such ting.. coz if dere is, y do friends wan to hurt some1 tt is so dear to dem?? last time de STUPID MARVAL may tink tt dis 2 words rlly existed, bt NT NOW.. THANX 2 the 2pple which dey BLOODY HELL NOE TT MARVAL HATE PPLE TO BETRAYED & LIED TO HER DE.. and dey still tried thier means to BETRAYED & LIED to mi.. THANK YOU!!
Coz u haf made a STUPID, DUMB, NATIVE, MUMMY'S GER, OLD FAHISON GER, LIVE IN HER FANTASY GER & DUN NOE ANYTHING ABT DE MORDEN de MARVAL to a CHANGED PERSON.. so i haf to THANK de BOTH of u for doing tt!! THANK YOU MAN!!
To all my Dear Friends: if you all got anything tt Betrayed or Lied to mi, u all better confess to mi, if nt 1day i found out, I, Lee Pei Marval will nt hesitade to end our friendship.. even if we been friends for 5-10yrs also no use.. coz u all juz hurt mi w/o tinking abt my feelings.. now i still can forgive u all.. coz i tink dere's nthing is worst den dis incident..
To de 2 pple tt betrayed & lied to mi: I juz nd sometimes to tink wat i shld do and face u both.. coz wat u both did rlly frighten mi.. coz u both dare to do it at de back of mi.. and wat if in de future u all did de same ting to hurt mi again?? even if i were to forgive u both, tings will nv be de same again.. coz there's scared in my heart le.. nthing can be heal.. can onli be juz a Hi-Bye friend to mi le.. tts wat my mind allowed mi to do coz dere's no trust in u all le.. everyting juz vanished de day tt i found out de truth!!
At 2.30pm, Dear Dear reply my msg.. haha.. was so happi man.. coz he sometimes too busy til replying msg also no time.. den u can expect de whole day no msg or cal until he finish his work.. haha.. so tts y i was happi.. hehe.. told him i vomite again.. haiz.. dun noe y dis few days, watever i eat, den later will vomite out.. now i can feel how a pregnant woman feel le.. haha.. bt u all dun anyhow tink k? i'm nt pregnant at all coz i having my period.. hehe..
Den slack til 10.30pm, Dear Dear msg mi.. coz he MISSED mi.. haha.. i also MISSED him ALOT.. coz told him tt i was abit emo.. so he came tampines and fetch mi go Bedok 85 to eat.. i din eat, onli DEAR DEAR eat.. coz he haf nt eaten his dinner yet.. poor DEAR DEAR!! bt LOVE YA!! hehe.. den he told mi nt to tink abt de 2 pple tt BETRAYED & LIED to mi de.. although DEAR DEAR dun rlly noe wat happen and wat dey did to make mi so sad and cried so mani times, he jus comfort mi and den make mi laugh.. haha..
No wonder he is my DEAR DEAR.. coz he will nt keep asking mi wat happen and he is willing to wait until i'm ready to tell him wat happen and he will be my listening ear.. as for de time being, DEAR DEAR will onli try his means to HONG and MAKE MI LAUHG!! hehe.. THANX DEAR DEAR!!
At ard 12.40am, Danny called DEAR DEAR.. bt i was busy vomting.. haiz.. frm DEAR DEAR face can see something happen.. bt den he told mi nthing.. bt somehow, i feel tt dey both gt someting tt dun wish to let mi noe.. coz after toking on de fone, dey still msging each other and dun wanna to let mi see wat dey was toking abt.. den make mi feel even more uneasy.. bt den DEAR DEAR say, i tink so much le.. rlly nthing happen.. den i feel more better..
Coz now i onli TRUST my DEAR DEAR and no1 else.. so if my DEAR DEAR rlly tried to LIED or BETRAYED mi, I dun noe wat i'm i going to do nx le.. den went home and wait for DEAR DEAR's cal to HONG mi slp.. haha..
PS: DEAR DEAR thanx for loving mi and I'm rlly glad to meet u.. LOVE YA so much.. thanx for willing to wait for mi coz of my mother strictness and everyting.. soemtimes i tink i being selfish to u DEAR DEAR, bt den u muz always REMEMBER tt i rlly love u alot.. MUACKzZ!!
Memories of Ang3l
