♥ Monday, March 03, 2008 ♥
Is rlly Over!!
2day woke up and look at my hp.. jus looking at it aimlessly den look through my msg and pics.. saw all de msg he sent mi.. started to miss my rat boy.. so took de courage to sent him a msg.. and after 2hrs he replied mi.. was haapi to see his name in on my hp.. coz is been so long his name haf nt appear in my hp le.. den ask him is he tired abt mi?? and there's no reply le.. so i tink is over between mi and him le ba.. de whole day i juz tired my best nt to tink and look at my hp.. coz whenever i do tt my tears will start turning ard my eye and it will drop anytime..
Darling serene starting told mi nt to put my heart in dis relationship le.. as she say tt clubbing guys are juz playing onli.. nv rlly wan to get in serious relationship at all.. bt den i still belief tt he is different frm those guy in de club + everytime i see him i juz got de feel of love again.. den slowly love him bit by bit and in de end he has a place in my heart now le.. wen i tot everyting will becum true, is over le.. i rlly tot u are de guy tt ment for mi.. so i follow my heart.. is all juz a dream and wen u wake up frm de dream, everything turn differently.. everything is gone and you will be asking y fantasy cant be reality..
Den Darling serene told mi is over between mi and him le.. i juz dun wan to belief it at all lor.. juz dun wan to face tt fact at all.. although i told myself tt is over le, bt my mind + my heart juz dun wanna to accept it.. haiz.. juz by typing dis, my tears juz keep rolling down my eyes..
To Baby Rat Boy: Thanx for loving mi.. is based on all de msg u said to mi and i belief tt u rlly did love mi and i rlly did love u.. bt if u r juz toying my feeling juz like wad serene say, i still wan to thanx for letting mi to fall in love again and u r de 1st guy tt i rlly wan to intro to my family memebers on my b'day.. bt i tink is impossible now.. i dun noe wat happen at all tt make u stop msging and calling mi.. bt den i rlly wan to noe wat happenbetween us..
After 2day, i told myself tt i wil stop msging or cal u.. coz i dun wan u to tink i am a sticky woman tt keep holding on to u and also let u haf a bad memories of mi.. juz wanna to let u rememeber all de happi memories we had..
I LOVE YA BABY RAT BOY!! GOODBYE!!
Realised I onli haf dis pic wif u onli..
Memories of Ang3l
