♥ Thursday, March 27, 2008 ♥
Choices!!
Woke up at 8.30am, to gif Dear Dear morning cal.. now muz cal him every 10mins, coz he will went back to sleep.. coz ystday i gif him morning cal, he still went back to slp and woke up at 9.15am.. haha.. Den as usual i went back to slp le.. hehe..
Slp til 12pm.. haiz.. dun noe y whole veri veri tired man.. no energy like tt + my hands veri SHAKAY!! sux la.. hehe.. den later went to continue to do my exam notes.. den Serene chat wif mi in msn.. was abit aruging over de incident and she dun wan mi to change to wat i am now.. and somehow my words and actions haf hurt her.. haiz..
I can onli say i juz nd more time to trust pple.. i wont 4get wat u haf done for my b'day and everything.. bt, dis is a different matter.. is trusting pple again, i juz nd more time.. i can onli say a word SORRY.. Juz gif mi more time, bt de OLD MARVAL will NEVER returned again.. coz too mani pple take advantage of HER le.. u all can say i heartless or wat.. by den haf u all tink in my shoes?? haiz.. i dun wanna to start over again.. dis incident has rlly hurt mi alot.. rlly rlly dann hurt mi so much.. so watever u all scold mi or wat, words can nv go in my mind.. To mi maybe 1 trusted friend is enough ba.. coz if i haf too mani close friend, i will tend to get hurt again.. and is also better den none.. haiz..
Den slack til 9.45pm, Dear Dear msg mi le.. he juz finish work and he is on his way home.. At 10.13pm, he rech home after tt he went MIA le.. STUPID DEAR DEAR!! haiz.. make mi so worried man.. coz his hp is off so cant even reach him.. den msg him no reply.. dun noe wat happen also.. haiz.. HATE DEAR DEAR ALOT!! haha..
While waiting for his cal or msg, i fall asleep le.. den at 1.45am, he finally called mi.. he say he went dirnking wif his boss and there's no connection in de pub.. haiz.. was super angry wif him man.. told him nx time i MIA show him.. haha.. den he keep Honging mi.. coz is his fault wat.. haha.. den i gif in le.. haha.. told him nt to drink too much and ride bike coz is dangerous.. bt den he din listen.. coz tml he veri ma fan to go work.. haiz.. he played til veri late..
Coz he reach home was like 4am, den he gif mi a cal.. haiz.. den chat wif him awhile den ask him to slp le.. coz he later still haf work.. haiz.. tml i see him will scold him upside down man.. hehe.. coz he go play nv tell mi at all.. haha.. =X
Ps: I feel tt my heart is pumping everytime ur images of u flashing in my mind.. tt makes mi feel so bliss and nthing in dis world can tear us apart.. haha.. dun noe wat am i typing also..
Conclusion is: "DEAR DEAR, I LOVE YOU!! MUACKzZ!!" =X
Memories of Ang3l
